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Lack of Life Substance, Overcoming my Fears, and Plans with College…

In a random afternoon, I'm very emotional and I start to think much on things. I strongly feel that my life is starting to lose substance. I'm basically just communicating all the time with my sister or partner (rarely on my family for some reasons). I don't know anything or anyone in this city I live in. I don't have friends to catch up to or extra things going on. I pretty much live as a machine inside a prison; I wake up, eat, lie in bed, wait for my partner to go home, work at home, do chores if I feel like doing so, lie in bed again, have some time with the man himself, and be on my phone 24/7. Sure, doing almost nothing the entire day being a stay-at-home girl is somewhat favorable, but starting to feel empty inside is a different narrative. My identity starts to fade, really. And being the independent, self-sufficient person that I am, that doesn't sound good at all. The Girlboss in me is slowly fading away, and I don't like it. With my full ego and pride...

A Remarkable Vacation Planning Experience

It was a bare idea brought up from a random weekend’s drink. As much as I'm ready for it to become just another drunk conversation, but before I knew, it I'm already having a great weekend on the waters with a drink on my hand, having a great time with the people I love. June 3, 2023, But before we get there, let's start at the beginning, shall we? It was the last weekend of May, I was taking the weekend off work and the man has his Saturdays off as well. It was a lot happening on his job on those past few days, so he decided to get some well-deserved drinks. He got drinks for us, and he even invited my sister over. While we were catching up, we touched on the topic of weather and on how it is so hot and the rains don't do much to relieve the warm weather. What about we go out for a swim? I thought that was just a little jokey joke as the humorous man he is, then which my sister replied, Sure. Where and When do we plan? And from that, I see that we're in for a treat...