In a random afternoon, I'm very emotional and I start to think much on things. I strongly feel that my life is starting to lose substance. I'm basically just communicating all the time with my sister or partner (rarely on my family for some reasons). I don't know anything or anyone in this city I live in. I don't have friends to catch up to or extra things going on. I pretty much live as a machine inside a prison; I wake up, eat, lie in bed, wait for my partner to go home, work at home, do chores if I feel like doing so, lie in bed again, have some time with the man himself, and be on my phone 24/7. Sure, doing almost nothing the entire day being a stay-at-home girl is somewhat favorable, but starting to feel empty inside is a different narrative. My identity starts to fade, really. And being the independent, self-sufficient person that I am, that doesn't sound good at all. The Girlboss in me is slowly fading away, and I don't like it. With my full ego and pride...
... and these are my coffee time notes. It can get cozy or crazy over here